July 2, 2009 |
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When I was sent on bedrest April 8, I thought 32 weeks could not get here fast enough. Now that we are at our pre-set ultimate goal, we are setting new ones. I honestly believe the many prayers, spiritual thoughts, and "willing it to be" has gotten us here-beyond our desired goal. Yes, I am scared, thrilled, uncomfortable, blessed, anxious, calm and I'm not sure if I want to scratch or hug someone! So many emotions are flowing! The babies arrival will be such a miracle and my heart skips a beat at the thought of being a mother! Thinking about Nick being a daddy makes my whole face smile! He is wonderful and our babies are so blessed to have such a loving father! It's amazing how much love I have for my babies alread! Through their daily routine of kicking, jabbing, rolling, "swishing" and wiggling, I've gotten to know each personality. I am excited to meet them and let them know how much their mommy loves them! Tomorrow, Friday July 3rd, we have an appointment with our doctor. We will find out the babies weight and check on my cervix. I have a strong feeling that I will be admitted to the hospital. I have felt pretty miserable this past week and I'm not sure I will be able to hang on too much longer. Of course I will do as much as the babies need and require, but they are getting so big! Hopefully they will be 4.5 lbs. at our appointment. This pregnancy has been anything but easy. I know I will be rewarded for all of the suffering and soon the pain and "stir craziness" will be a distant memory...
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2009